If you are hopeful, why can’t you be happy?

Look, I wish I could explain to you why I haven’t spoken to you in such a long time – I mean why I have not gut wrenchingly smudged my bloodied truthful soul… Read More →

A fully fleged, hot blooded, very capable woman

So the first question I know you all have… where the hell have I been? The easy answer is I’ve been sorting my shit out. The right answer? Well… that’s a much longer… Read More →

Stress, Strains and sensations

I am stressed at the moment. Work has taken over in a big way and a lot has been and is happening. I have a lot of personal worries too. Things that are… Read More →

In Vino Veritas (The truth is that everyone is Tad Hamilton to somebody)

“Everyone is Tad Hamilton to somebody. She’s Tad Hamilton to you, and you’re Tad Hamilton to me” I know the quote may be lost on you if you haven’t watched the movie, but… Read More →

Unicorns that poop rainbows

Again, I come back to where I belong. Where it all starts and ends. My soul. This blog has never quite been about my need to talk about my emotions. It has been… Read More →

The uncensored truth (Caution: I’m telling you what you already know)

The truth? The truth is that I wanted you to stop me. I wanted you to care enough about what we have to not let me deliberately ruin it. The truth is that… Read More →

Inconsequential

I am standing right here. I am within your sight but forgotten from your mind. I rue the day that my heart took flight and spotted you from a mile away just to… Read More →

Are we there yet?

Tonight I feel like a kid driving with my parents on a far away road trip, asking “are we there yet?” I always knew life would not be easy for someone like me.… Read More →

Is it wrong?

  The other day, a friend told me that I take in too many strays, that I care too much about others and give away too much of myself. It’s not the first… Read More →

Extra/Ordinary

  How did we end up here? I remember waking up one morning a long time ago liking you, knowing exactly what I want…and then it’s all a kind of a blur from… Read More →