If you are hopeful, why can’t you be happy?

Look, I wish I could explain to you why I haven’t spoken to you in such a long time – I mean why I have not gut wrenchingly smudged my bloodied truthful soul… Read More →

A fully fleged, hot blooded, very capable woman

So the first question I know you all have… where the hell have I been? The easy answer is I’ve been sorting my shit out. The right answer? Well… that’s a much longer… Read More →

Stress, Strains and sensations

I am stressed at the moment. Work has taken over in a big way and a lot has been and is happening. I have a lot of personal worries too. Things that are… Read More →

For what it’s worth

For what it’s worth, I am sorry. I have tried for a while now to find the right words to explain to you that it is in no way cliché to say it… Read More →

Serenity

I want to remember this moment, right now, this greatness I feel in my passion to reach my goals, the simplicity with which it seems I all of a sudden can tackle even… Read More →

Unicorns that poop rainbows

Again, I come back to where I belong. Where it all starts and ends. My soul. This blog has never quite been about my need to talk about my emotions. It has been… Read More →

How to be unique, just like everybody else

I want to tell you something unique, something different, something so completely me that it will leave a mark, a remembrance of who I am within your mind. But how? When the entire… Read More →

Mute

I have been instructed not to miss you. I have been told that this is a good thing. I have been told it is better for me to be without you. I have… Read More →

You, in my eye

  I see you, I appreciate you, I have learnt to understand your hate and your darkness, I have experienced your intense personality and the mask of happiness you hide it under. I… Read More →

So where was I again?

Because I certainly did not plan to end up here.