The uncensored truth (Caution: I’m telling you what you already know)

The truth? The truth is that I wanted you to stop me. I wanted you to care enough about what we have to not let me deliberately ruin it. The truth is that… Read More →

I’m sorry

I am sorry. Probably one of the hardest short sentences in the English language. We all know when it is due, but somehow the concept eludes us. We all want to be forgiven,… Read More →

Let’s not pretend like we’re not going to pretend

Let’s not pretend that it didn’t cut deep. Let’s not pretend that this means nothing to me. I may pretend to not care, but we both know you cut me down to size… Read More →

New Zealand, New Year

I have been in New Zealand visiting my parents for just over a week and I am truly enjoying spending time with them. The country… well, judgment reserved so far, but let’s just… Read More →

Marilyn Manson – High end of Low Album

[ It is rare to find this kind of rawness in music these days, this kind of absolute truth, something that punches you in the gut and makes you sit up and take… Read More →

Sara Bareilles – King of Anything

[This is one of those feel good songs I love to bits and the words are just kick ass. Love the part where she sings "I hate to break it to you babe,… Read More →

I disappear

I know, I have been neglecting my writing and I continue to hope for at least a modicum of time to myself to try to explain to myself what has been happening in… Read More →

Free falling for the man of my dreams…

I cannot say anything. I just can’t. I have been too afraid to put finger to key, because I am too afraid to break this brittle beginning of something I have dreamed of… Read More →

It’s just a dress

I shower, lather myself in smell good shower gel, wash the stress and hurt I carry around with me daily away. I carefully pick my outfit, tighten my bra straps to benefit from… Read More →

Challenge Accepted

Last night I sat talking to the one person who gets not only a bit of me, but all of me. The person who I have unequivocally shown my true Jekyll and Hydeness… Read More →