For as long as I can remember, there has existed in my realm two contradicting paradigms.
One: If it bothers you, if it means something, or if you need to make sense of it,
put pen to paper and write.
Write until it makes sense.
Two: Anything you write or say, can and will be used against you.
So how do I continue to write?
For write I must,
if it is sense that I seek.