I disappear

I know, I have been neglecting my writing and I continue to hope for at least a modicum of time to myself to try to explain to myself what has been happening in… Continue reading

Free falling…

I cannot say anything. I just can’t. I have been too afraid to put finger to key, because I am too afraid to break this brittle beginning of something I have dreamed of.… Continue reading

It’s just a dress

I shower, lather myself in smell good shower gel, wash the stress and hurt I carry around with me daily away. I carefully pick my outfit, tighten my bra straps to benefit from… Continue reading

Dashboard Confessional – Hands Down

[You know that one song. That one that when you start to like someone, you listen to the song over and over and over again? Yeah, that… ]   Breathe in for luck.… Continue reading

Chairlift – Bruises

  [So this is a little tune I found on a rollerblading movie I was watching with mates the other day… I’ve never rollerbladed and would have never thought to watch the movie,… Continue reading

I dont want to know…

I commit. I decide. I make the choice. I go for it. You reciprocate. But then you maybe don’t. I don’t want to know. It’s been too long since I’ve had something real… Continue reading

A mistake does not mean failure

My past is colourful. It’s a nice euphemism that, isn’t it? Colourful. Like it’s a fucking rainbow with puppy dogs and lollipops and wishes that come true, but of course it never is.… Continue reading

In vino veritas (my light is still burning)

Every time I look at you my passion grows both in depth and strength, my weakness is in the making and my desire knows no bounds. Perhaps if I was just a little… Continue reading

Challenge Accepted

Last night I sat talking to the one person who gets not only a bit of me, but all of me. The person who I have unequivocally shown my true Jekyll and Hydeness… Continue reading

I have a brain. Please may I use it.

I have been sitting here for the past week trying to figure out what I want to tell you and therefore tell myself. I think that through writing it down my insight into… Continue reading